I am struggling as a mom to provide for my children. I do try everyday no matter if I am door dashing I can’t work at the moment after my fiancé pasted I feel like I lost my self as a child of the light I know I must keep trying I ask for prayers to be had for me for strength perseverance and enlightenment I don’t want my lights off nor do I want my children to be sad during the holidays I don’t believe in miracles, but I do believe in holding onto faith and hope always shine through I need my heart to get a little bit stronger so I can go back to work so I can take care of my babies